Loving someone is such a hard concept for me at this age. Im 22 years old and spent all my years in highschool and the beginning of college in a relationship. When I got out of, what felt like a jail sentence I joined a sorority. Wasnt exactly what I wanted to do but I have met 104 new girls who all have at least one common goal or interest. Is it weird to not want to be in a relationship again? Is it bad to not want marriage or children at this age? Is it bad that when Im in a relationship I feel trapped. I just want to explore. I want to explore different places, nature, and I would love for someone to be around with me through it all. But I feel like if I give someone a piece of me, they are taking a part of me. And I want me all to myself.